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OP, i'm a straight guy pretty much, did a bit of experimenting when I was younger and had a few boyfriends but I came to realise that it was merely a physical attraction and I had a certain type I liked. I suspect the OP was kissing with the intention of being intimate in which case, social stigma or genetics, it can be a pretty disgusting act for most people. Hope your future girlfriends never check your internet history. Just go with the flow would be my ambiguous advice - experiment SAFELY - and you'll find out. I don't think you can categorise yourself as heterosexual. My first time with another guy was horrible. Your disgust is based on a social stigma you've internalised, yet you still have sexual attraction to other guys.įirst time experimenting with anything will always be awkward, especially if you're unsure about yourself. A gay man kissing a woman wouldn't be disgusted. Kissing someone shouldn't disgust you regardless of your sexual preference. Seriously though, I think you might be a slightly homophobic bisexual.
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The reason your finding it abnormal, is becuase you not used to having sexual experiences with men, I can't say I have any experience as I've never had thoughts of this nature other than women, but it does sound your gay or bi To be honest, you've watched gay porn and have been willing to experiment with another guy, and despite the fact that you 'didn't enjoy it' it does appear from what you've told us, that you could in fact be gay or bi sexual. I am not attracted to men when I see them in real life and am attracted to women. I still find it so, so hot and regularly jerk off to it. However, I have not been able to stop watching gay porn. I did not enjoy that experience at all and was relieved that I was straight. When we were done I got out of there as fast as I could. I don't know what it is, but something about it turns me on so much and I find myself getting hard almost instantly and I *** much more to gay porn than to heterosexual porn.Ī few months ago, I wasn't able to control myself any longer and met up with this guy over the internet who also wanted to experiment with a guy. However, over the past couple of years, I've also started watching gay porn. Like any normal guy, I've been watching straight porn since I was a teenager. OH SHIT OH FUCK! I said I told him you are gonna make me cum in a minute.I've dated and had sex with a few girls in the past but am single now. Then Ralph started to pick up the pace and was sucking me like a mad dog.
MY FIRST GAY BLOWJOB AS A OLDER MAN PLUS
I was laying there as he was giving me a first time blowjob and took his time plus I was enjoying every moment of it. Then He licked and sucked on my balls and that drove me crazy OOOOOOOOO! I said. OH YES! OH RALPH! that feels so good I told him. He placed his mouth on my cock and began to suck. Then I laid on the bed and Little horny old Ralph went for it. he could not get a hard on but as he was standing I sucked on his pecker a bit. We got to his place quickly and I started to get undressed and so did he and we were naked, standing and kissing and making out. he said Have you been with anyone before? I said no Ralph first time and he asked if I wanted to come with him to his place I say yes love to. He said that's nice and big and I say yes gets big and hard and I say by the way I'm David He said I'm Ralph. A moment later I hear the main door open and a elderly man that had to be either late 70's early 80's walked in and then he looked in the stall and licked his lips and I knew what he wanted so the second I stood up unlocked and opened the stall door he went for my cock and was playing with it. I was playing with my self and thinking of old men and wondering what it would be like if a man that's old enough to be my Grandfather gave me a blowjob and that day I got to find out. When I was there I had to use the washroom and so I went into one of the stalls and did my business and suddenly I sprung a huge hard on. One day I was working a short shift 6am 12pm so since I had a short work day after work I hopped on my byckle and headed to the mall which only took about 30 minutes to get up there. I was 24 years old at the time when I had my first experience and it all happened one day after working.